this ones for you

even though i dont really understand whats happening between us, one thing that i will not let go of is our friendship. well as long as you want to be friends aha. if you end up reading this just know that your friendship really is important to me. i wanna be here for you but if you cant do that i completely understand. its hard for me right now to. i really do miss you though. but maybe you were right in breaking up right now. i think maybe we both need time to grow and mature and straighten things out. change can be good. all i really want is for you to be happy. i've been doing alot better lately. of course i miss your company and stuff but i think i need to learn to take care of myself and deal with things myself. and as much as it hurts its what i need. what we both need. friends? i just need time to move on ya know? give you the space you need. time can tell what time happen. time will heal. time. time. time. thats what everyone tells me. so im going to give it a shot. distance is hard but probably necessary right now. miss you.