another day

11/12/09
not much to report.
hw. didnt do it.
facebook conversations with matt kevin and julia =]
monthly, finally (got kinda scared) =[
worst tummy ache ever =[
prolly a combo of the mc D's and ya know..aha
did a little hw to fall asleep.
over all, not to bad i guess.
11/13/09
FRIDAY THE 13TH ooohhhh.
aha not an unlucky day.
little hard in the morning but i got it.
still have those moments where my mind wanders. we all know where it goes by now..
APAH project wasn;t too bad but not that fun either. i was still feeling kinda sick =/
third period. gayyyyyy. gibbs is such a faggot!
fourth. fun jus cuz of arianne. maaa heeerooo muah! aha
=] me and arianne got our daily! aha well i guess its just me now since she has mark! =] aha
lunch with ari patrick and tyler. me and ari to yo sushi. pat and ty to safeway.
meet up. talk about how much food we got and how fat we are. yell at the white family that honked at ari. aha the chick in the backseat got hella mad. ahahaha good times. then to get ice cream. man! i though EVRYONE wanted ice cream not just me! so i end up being the only one buying ice cream. lookin like a fatasssss. aha get back to school. we're alll hellllaaa full. i feel sick in chem and get noooo work done aha.
alg 2. super gay.
yayyyy for cpt. home early.
excited for the city with matt and ari tomorrow!!

still trynna get used to all this. its hard. and different. maybe different is good though. maybe it isn't. idk. i guess only time can tell what will happen. im scared to try and im scared not too idk men..its either listen to everyone and just let what happens happen and if its meant to be it'll be or do i take things into my own hands and try to fix things? im lost right now. it may not seem like it but i am. i put on the face for everyone but i know whats really up. its all good though. things will come together. right?