makin memories

just when i feel like things are just off and not how they are supposed to be i get a wake up call. what i thought was going to be a lightweight gay ass night, turned into one of the most exciting nights i've had in a while. i really needed that. that game last night was crazy. and even though it was my dad lil bro and ari it was hella fun. the most fun i've had i awhile. i've come to realize that its not who your with that determines if it will be fun or not..its how open you are and your attitude. who would a thought that a high school game with my dad could of been that fun? aha i really needed a wake up call like last night though. now i know that i dont need to be with him to have a good time. i just need to have an open mind and good attitude. once we really started getting into the game it was crazy! me and ari were screaming our heads off (me more than her =] ) aha we didnt need hella people there to make our night. we made it ourselves. (not saying that if all my friends were there it wouldn't of been fun. missed you guys btw) and now i really know that i can make my own good times. i know that things will get easier and that i will be able to get over this and make new memories. it started last night. one hell of a game. haha