mmmhmmm...

why so confused nigga? having trouble with your decision? well i think its time that you learn to deal with it cuz dragging me through your ups and downs just isn't right. and its partially my fauly i know but you were the one to end it so live with that. stop confusing me and sending me these mixed signals. im done moping around and being sad. im ready to move on and experience new things. like i told you..this is probably whats good for both of us right now. so please. let me move on and get over you. i wanted to try and be friends but you only took advantage of me. im done with that shit. i do miss you and care for you but i need to do me now. its beeen about you for the last two years, its my turn now. that may seem selfish but i gave you everything and now its time i give myself everything. its my time now and im going to live it up. maybe someday we'll find our way back to each other but i honestly dont see that right now. and even though it makes part of me sad it makes getting over you easier. you'll always have a special place with me but right now i cant focus on that or you. if you need anything. really need anything. i'll be here. i wont lie. im mmad at you right now. but im hoping it will pass. thats enough for now. you wont ever see this anyways ha. thank god.