thought the weekend would be terrrible since my phone got stolen but...
it was craaaackin =)
recap shall we?
FRIDAY:
school. rally (gay). kevins. visit bethel people. swoop will. almost get killed driving. drop off nick. drifting attempts by kevin. donuts in watersend. back to kevins. chill for a bit. back to ari's. eat. solitaire (soooo addicted right now omg). mickey d's for fries. school for the talent show. try get in for free. unsuccesful. kevins for ari's wallet. car stalls twice. back to kevin's. hella bethel people there. chill. chilo and ari look at her car. gotta leave kevins in a hurrt. rite aid with kam to meet up with ari and chilo. mando and peter meet us. kams with chilo ari peter mando and wheat. chill, tv, videos, tickle fight lol, sleeeeepy. split up. back to ari's. get picked up. CRASH!
SATURDAY: sleep in somewhat =) finally. study so i can go out. laundry. dropped off at ari's. swoop axl, jape, and will at vallejo plaza. debit card purchase one : L&L =) concord. pho for ari. steal chopsticks. meet up with kevin and chilo. to the drive ins! will in kevins trunk. axl in ari's trunk. jape squished somewhere in the back. hella funny! lol. edge of darkness=weeeeak. talk through the whole movie lol. book of eli! woohoo! i wont give it away =) knock out on the way home. craaash when i get home.
SUNDAY: chill =)
liked that i got to hang out with a group i never really hung out with before. hella fun haha
missed some people but i still had fun. hopefully things keep going up =)
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
frustrated
i hate how everything and everyone is so restricted.
how there are so many boundaries.
how you cant do one thing cuz of another thing
i hate how the drama just takes over.
i just wish we could wipe the slate clean.
i hate how the past always dictates the future,
how because it went bad then, there is no chance now.
why cant things go back to like how they were?
hella close. clicked like that. instant friends. soul friends i think we said.
went you about EVERYTHING.
helped me with dann problems.
parental problems.
friend problems.
i'd like to think i was a good friend and a help to you too.
just miss the friendship. haven't clicked with alot of people the way i did with you.
anyways, i just hate how the close friendship is gone.
frustration number 2
how things just dont seem to be working out. ugh.
two hours later..
frustration number 3
i hate how one sided i am. why cant things that i let myself do, why cant i let you do the same.
does my guilt affect what i think of you? if so, im sorry. i do this to myself. this is just venting. just letting it out. telling somebody. anybody. even though you may not completely understand whats going on it just feels good to get things out.
how there are so many boundaries.
how you cant do one thing cuz of another thing
i hate how the drama just takes over.
i just wish we could wipe the slate clean.
i hate how the past always dictates the future,
how because it went bad then, there is no chance now.
why cant things go back to like how they were?
hella close. clicked like that. instant friends. soul friends i think we said.
went you about EVERYTHING.
helped me with dann problems.
parental problems.
friend problems.
i'd like to think i was a good friend and a help to you too.
just miss the friendship. haven't clicked with alot of people the way i did with you.
anyways, i just hate how the close friendship is gone.
frustration number 2
how things just dont seem to be working out. ugh.
two hours later..
frustration number 3
i hate how one sided i am. why cant things that i let myself do, why cant i let you do the same.
does my guilt affect what i think of you? if so, im sorry. i do this to myself. this is just venting. just letting it out. telling somebody. anybody. even though you may not completely understand whats going on it just feels good to get things out.
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